“This is, I believe, one of the greatest medical scandals and abuses of mothers in Australia’s history,” senator Derryn Hinch said before an ongoing Senate inquiry into transvaginal mesh implants.
Urogynaecological meshes, sometimes known as transvaginal meshes, are inserted into women as a treatment option for pelvic organ prolapse (when the connective tissue securing the vagina and uterus to the pelvis gives way after childbirth), or urinary incontinence.
Queensland associate professor of urogynaecology Christopher Maher has estimated more than 200,000 mesh implant surgeries have been performed in Australia to date.
The inquiry, which reports in November, was set up to find out exactly how many women have had transvaginal mesh implants and, of those, who had experienced adverse side effects.
More than 100 women have written to the inquiry. Their stories share much in common.
Every submission claims there was no informed consent or awareness of the possible complications. And every submission details a complication after the mesh was inserted.
These include: chronic and constant vaginal pain, visceral pain with bowel movements; dyspareunia (pain during sex); vaginal bleeding; inability to sit for more than an hour at a time; the granulation of vaginal tissue; pain through the glutes; inflammatory reactions; “offensive discharge”; incontinence; leg weakness; and haemorrhages.
Dozens of women described “erosions” — when the product enters surrounding tissue, protrudes out of a body structure or tissue and into surrounding organs causing holes or even haemorrhaging.
One woman had more than 12 operations to treat erosions and attempt to remove parts of her implant which were threatening to puncture surrounding organs.
Not one woman claims she knew the device, which is polypropylene and non-absorbable, acted as a permanent implant.
There are few surgeons in Australia trained to even partially remove the implants.
In May, patients told BuzzFeed News they had flown to the United States at huge financial cost to attempt surgery to remove their implants.
Any discomfort borne of the initial urinary incontinence — which in some cases was as minor as some leakage when running down hills — pales in comparison to the daily, debilitating and finance-draining reality of life the women who wrote to the inquiry say they experience after an implant.
Most of the submissions detail devastating mental health challenges women have faced having to negotiate newfound pain and ongoing sexual, urinary and bowel dysfunction; the toll this has taken on their finances; the forgone holidays and relationships; the inability to play with their kids; a complete loss of a sex life and for some, divorce.
Here are some of the most heartbreaking stories.
Just weeks after her transvaginal mesh device was inserted in 2009, this woman was having sex with her husband when he screamed.
“His penis had been cut,” she wrote in her submission to the inquiry, explaining that the device had eroded through to her vagina.
“The second time the mesh came down into the vagina wall I was in great pain and bleeding and the third time they removed the mesh and put in a mesh sling.
“I have extreme nerve pain in the vagina and it is now impossible for me to have intercourse with my husband anymore.”
The New South Wales women said she had been offered various remedies by doctors over the past seven years including physiotherapy, painkillers and anti-depressants.
“Who is answerable for this medical disgrace?” she asked.
“My life is never going to be how it should be.”
In 2009, a 62-year-old former registered nurse had a mesh inserted and sutured to treat uterovaginal prolapse.
Her muscles spasmed for years after the operation, she said — “it felt like the front of me was being pulled to the back.”
Her mental health deteriorated.
“My GP wrote a mental health care plan so that I can deal with my anger about the dodgy surgery, not being able to nurse and the effect on my sex life.”
The pain was so unbearable she planned her own suicide.
“I had decided 20 to 30 years of severe pain was more than I could bear,” she wrote. “I had started to collect the medications I thought I would need and had decided on the beach I would go to for my last swim.”
She had three operations to remove the mesh and the third was successful in removing enough that she decided not to “carry out her plan” to kill herself.
“I still have chronic pain but at a level that I can have a reasonable life. I am fortunate that I only need paracetamol every day and ibuprofen when I overstep what my mesh allows me to do.”
“My children have grown up with a mother who has spent so much of her time in bed, and my intimate relationship with my husband no longer exists,” a 58-year-old Victorian woman wrote in her submission.
Since the insertion of a transvaginal mesh implant for a bladder and vaginal prolapse in 2000, the woman has spent thousands of dollars for 12 subsequent surgeries including the last one which cost her $8,000, she wrote.
“I’ve had severe abdominal pain, erosion of the mesh through the vaginal wall twice … ongoing pain, bladder problems, bowel problems, vaginal problems.
“It has been over 16 years and I was 38-years old at the time of my initial surgery.
“I have been told by doctors that what has happened to me has been ‘a disaster’, ‘a bloody mess’ and ‘should never have happened’.
“This is my life now and I can only imagine what life would have been like had I never had the mesh sling put into my body.”
“May they rot in hell!” one 65-year-old woman ended her submission addressed to the “pretty disgusting human beings” who manufactured and sold transvaginal mesh implants.
In 2008 she had a transvaginal mesh implant for a bladder prolapse and was left in “excruciating pain”.
“It incapacitated me at a critical time as mother of three young children and as a wife.
“There are many things I can no longer do … lost opportunities, horrendous medical expenses, bouts of depression, chronic pain and discomfort and continuous bladder prolapse issues.”
The adverse side effects she said she suffered included bladder dysfunction, nerve pain, mesh erosion, inability to exercise without pain or discomfort, a “ruined sex life” and “an almost failed marriage”.
She had three surgeries to remove the mesh over the next two years.
“They should have told me that class actions were already starting in the United States before I allowed them to put this rubbish in my system.”
A now 60-year-old Western Australian woman said she was told a mesh implant “was the only option other than a hysterectomy” to treat her uterus prolapse.
Since the surgery she has ongoing urinary tract infections, back pain, pelvic spasms, faecal and urinary urgency and painful sexual intercourse
Her relationship at the time fell apart “due to the anguish, stress and the inability [for her to participate in] sexual relationships” and her following relationship ended for the same reasons.
She said she wasn’t told of any risks or complications associated with the device.
Three surgeons have told her that they can’t remove the mesh as it is “entwined with the tissue”.
“I feel I no longer can have a sexual relationship, which has left me feeling depressed and alone.”
One 61-year-old NSW woman had a mesh implant inserted for a vaginal prolapse at the same time as her hysterectomy was performed in 2006. Just 11 months later she had to have another operation to “correct the prolapse”, yet the device continued to erode.
“I suffered severe lower abdominal pain and a very unpleasant discharge which forced me to wear sanitary pads both day and night for eight years due to the odour,” she wrote.
“I have not had any sexual activity for over eight years … as it was too embarrassing to explain and as the mesh continued to erode, it was exposed and rough so I avoided intimate situations at all costs.”
She had an operation to remove part of the mesh.
“I no longer have the discharge but I still live in fear that the remaining mesh may over time erode and as it is located so close to my bowel and other internal organs they may perforate and be life threatening.”
In one of the most recent submissions, a woman who had a mesh inserted into her vagina for a prolapsed bladder in 2007 says she has since had 12 procedures to correct subsequent complications.
The woman said she spent months on morphine for the pain from the initial insertion and had multiple surgeries to deal with parts of the device which had protruded through the vagina and bowel.
She was dismissed from her job for being “unreliable”, which she wrote was because she had to take so much time off for appointments, surgery and recovery time.
“After 10 years of constant pain and 12 procedures and visits to [a doctor] for check-ups and operations, my life has been quite miserable,” she wrote.
“Not to mention that my husband has had to have time off work to look after me and our quality of life has been severely diminished.
“I feel that this mesh was not tested enough.”
“The doctor did not tell me about any side effects or complications,” one woman wrote in her submission.
“I was advised it would be day surgery and I was in hospital for two weeks.”
The complications — sleep disturbance, bowel dysfunction, urinary incontinence and pain — have left her feeling like the only thing she wants to do is to “crawl back into bed” in the decade since her 2007 operation.
“I have been unable to be intimate with my partner of 40 years since the operation and this has put an enormous strain on our relationship.”
The health problems had led to “mood swings” that caused her to snap at her family.
“My quality of life is low, I had plans to travel to Ireland and see where my ancestors lived but that dream has been taken away from me.”
A 62-year-old South Australian woman said she had a mesh device inserted in 2010 for a prolapse and incontinence issue and has since had four operations to remove it.
“My life turned to hell [and I suffered] daily pain and discomfort,” she wrote.
The one thing she wished women were told before receiving a transvaginal mesh implant?
“Don’t use this product, ever.”
One woman had a transvaginal mesh implant in 2008 and has spent almost a decade treating paraesthesia (pins and needles), piriformis muscle pain, groin pain, sciatic pain and foot pain.
“[My surgeon] didn’t inform me that the mesh could not be removed by himself or any Australian surgeon if I developed any complications,” she wrote.
“He failed to tell me that complications such as foreign body response, pudendal nerve entrapment syndrome, painful sex, nerve pain, faecal incontinence, bladder incontinence or mesh erosion would be likely after surgery and would impair my life forever. I have had all [of these] complications.”
She “felt isolated and alone”.
“My husband said it was like I was flatlining,” she wrote.
“I didn’t care if I lived or died.”
Her favourite activities — “road trips, reading and knitting” — were no longer possible because she can’t sit for too long without pain.
“I increased my alcohol consumption and put on 15 kilos due to depression and then was diagnosed with fatty liver disease.”
One woman wrote a submission on behalf of her mother who she said had suffered vaginal bleeding, “constant urinary tract infections”, “chronic groin, hip and leg pain”, gluteal tears and bursitis (inflammation of the fluid-filled pads — bursae — that act as cushions at the joints).
“I have lost count of the number of times I witnessed my mother cry out in pain from leg spasms and cramps,” she wrote.
“I believe that my mother’s legal rights and ethical rights of informed consent, fidelity and do no harm were dismissed and ignored by the medical company that produced her device, the surgeon who implanted the device and the Therapeutic Goods Association [sic] who approved this device for the Australian market.”
A single mother from Western Australia was fitted in 2007 with an implant, since removed from Australia’s market by the Therapeutic Goods Administration, for a vaginal prolapse.
“I have suffered with chronic pelvic and rectal pain, reoccurring prolapse, loss of sex life, clinical depression due to emotional trauma for numerous surgeries and pain, chronic fatigue, nerve pain, fibromyalgia, constant sweating just to mention a few long term side effects,” she wrote.
The 54-year-old said she was never provided with any information about long-term health issues or possible side-effects.
This woman described herself as a “fairly active” wife and mother-of-four before she had a mesh tape implanted in 2010.
“I was told at the time that this was the gold standard in treating stress urinary incontinence and that it was a day procedure, very safe and came with only minor risks associated with all surgeries,” she wrote.
What started as a “dull ache” turned into a pain so severe that she “could barely sit” by 2016 when a surgeon operated to remove part of the mesh.
“Almost immediately I began experiencing severe pain in my vagina,” she wrote.
“Some days it felt like a hot knife in my vagina and the pain also started to migrate to my bottom and my legs.
“This was attributed to the mesh eroding through the vaginal wall.”
Her mesh was removed by a surgeon in Melbourne in March this year.
“While feeling better … I am left with pudendal nerve damage, fibromyalgia, inability to sit or stand for any length of time, inability to be intimate or have sexual relations with my husband, inability to pursue an active lifestyle and the ability to attend sport practices, events, movies, dinners or parent/teacher conferences due to the pain in my vaginal and gluteal areas.
“I now spend most of my days lying on one side or the other as to avoid direct pressure on my vagina and my bottom.”